Just realized it's been almost 3 months since my last post.

Sean is now crawling all over, pulling himself to a stand on everything, and about a week ago, he started letting go of what was holding him up, yes, freestanding!!! Cici's birthday is tomorrow, were all getting geared up for that, 14 with an attitude of a 33 yr old, me to be exact, I want to strangle her.

On a more somber note, my favorite uncle, Uncle Larry, in Iowa, passed away from cancer on the 1st of this month from cancer, he was the greatest uncle a little girl could ever have and everyne loved him, my mom drove out here and I took her to the airport so she could spend his last days with him, I wanted to go, but with my recent trip to Ohio for my grandmothers funeral, expenses were tapped. Yes, I did go back to work, but 2 weeks after I started back, the club lost it's liqour license, and a few of us dancers waited over a week to see if they would get it back, no such luck, so I have started working at another club called seamless, and it's pretty nice, but it's not the crazy horse, which now I hear is scheduled to reopen on the 18th, I will be going back.  I have a lot more pictures of sean to post but I have to get them organized.

I had planned on breastfeeding till Sean was 1, but at about 7 months and 2 or 3 weeks, I had another siezure that really scared me, as it took a lot of my memory, Cici sayed I even asked her who she was when I came to, so I have started taking my meds again which meant I had to stop nursing, and I think I'm done having babies. I just didnt bounce back from this last siezure like I normally do and I dont want to run the risk of waking up and not knowing anyone. Dont get me wrong, I want another baby very much, and I think if I avoided my triggers I could avoid another siezure, I'm just scared.

Mike is going through a lot of things we haved stored up in the back and ran across some of Cici's old toys, Sean loves them, especially the talking teletubbies she has, she has Tinky Winky and Po, Sean just listens to them and gives them kisses over and over. Wanna hear a real pisser? Now that I'm working and no longer breast feeding, Seans become daddies boy! He acts as though he doesnt need me anymore, he's always looking for Mike, for his naps, for his feedings, to play, EVERYTHING, he looks for his daddy, even if I'm there. Anyway my boy is telling me he's ready for his ba ba and morning nap, and daddies still at work, so I have to go hook him up. I will try to post more often. Until next time, I love you all and Blessed be.

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